If you're a gay Christian and looking for a change, your change is not becoming straight, or hetrosexual. If you are attracted to the same sex, you cannot deny how you feel. You may have tried to suppress the feeling or train a habit that will lessen your attraction towards the same sex, but that is NOT your goal. Your aim is suppose to be living in accord to your belief and faith. Because that is every individual, every Christian's work, be it gay, lesbian, transsexual, bisexual, straight; gambler, drug addict, alcoholic...etc.