Thursday, February 24, 2011

Feeling is..?

Its a subject so complex that no one, in my own opinion even the bible, can justify it.

I believe a religious person will lecture me on how it is justified through the example given by Jesus, Buddha..etc etc. But love is a feeling, and a feeling cannot be justified. There is no right or wrong in feelings.

I feel sad, I feel happy, I feel angry, I feel frustrated... I feel in love... you cannot say it is right to feel this way or that, because your body creates the feeling that you cannot control.

But by doing things accordance to how you feel, to an extent requires responsibility.
You love me, because you feel in-love. Tomorrow when you don't feel that way.. what's it gonna be?
"He killed that man, because he felt overwhelmed by his anger". Is that fair? What? Just because you're angry you can kill a person? No, you can't, but yes you did kill a person because you felt led to do it.

I may choose to accept your feelings toward me, but at the same time I have the rights to choose not to accept your irresponsible "because I felt that way" attitude towards me. Doesn't one needs to be responsible for the actions they put out to others from how they feel?

Feeling poured out to a person, can make him stronger or even weakens him to no point of return. Your love has made me weak to a point I became obsessed. To a point I could lose my own identity. But you saw it coming, therefore you warned me. But is it wrong to indulge and plunge myself into your pool of love and get drunk in it? Maybe I should be responsible for having no self-control in a situation like this.

Feeling is such an asshole I wish.. alright.. maybe I shouldn't wish for non. But.. ya.. exactly like that.. feeling makes us all stupid and confuse.

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